Dear ayah,
I get to be your buddy when i'm 18... i know you are busy working or whatever you are doing... I do miss you so much... your laughter... your character... yes i adore and admire you... we did have the same wavelength and chemistry to communicate... we love and care each other too much...
Boy sayang ayah... boy rindu ayah... i wish i could turn back time and do it again... for our family... i miss the time you spend time with us... i'm glad when you are together with us... i'm proud when walking with you... i'm glad that you are my father...
Ayah...
I never forget you... Your soul inside me... I miss you so much... I will always pray for you... I can stop thinking of you... I still can hear your voice calling us... laughing with us... singing for us...
Now I know what you mean by... Once you have kid... than you will know the feeling of love that you never felt before... I love u so much... I appreciate your existence and care for us ayah... you did try your best for us... The best that you can... I'm sorry to make you hurt and sad during your time with me...
I didn't mean to hurt your feelings... I just love and care too much about you... I hate the fact that I have to share you with other people... I just want you to spend time with us... Be with us...
Remember... your children are fragile... we are sensitive... and missing the togetherness so much...
But now ayah... you are no longer with us... We will always pray for you... Insyaallah... Ayah seorang rakan dan manusia yang baik... Allah saja yang dapat membalas jasa ayah pada kami...
You are my best buddy...
Lots of love...
Boy, your eldest son
